Ehlers Danlos Syndrome

I guess this is long over due, I have not really opened up about how EDS has ruined my life, and I think it is time to try to find others like me. ......I do not have many friends or people to talk to, so when I found out I had Ehlers Danlos, it was hard to accept.
For the first few years I fought with myself asking was this all in my head. I mean if you look at me I look like a normal fit person, but in reality I am anything but that. EDS makes the most simple things in life very hard, I mean everything from walking, running to getting in and out of a bath, it all changes. I once tried to get out of the bath tub and just standing I dislocated my knee.
I am at stage three, and on pain meds........the pain is so bad that some days I can not move or get out of bed, and it drives me nuts. When you try to explain how bad the pain is to other people they look at me and say things like " It can't be that bad." or " You are not in a wheelchair or anything, so stop feeling sorry for yourself."
I just look at those people and with they could feel what it is like to live with this for one day. I have tried so many times to live normal again, and each time the EDS screws things up. But I am happy to say, I have found new things to focus on like writing,poems,music,anime, and cooking. It helps to keep my mind on moving so I do not get depressed.
Well, just had to vent a bit. I have to go to the Doctor and find otut about my next operation.

Operations

Found out I am gonna need 2 more operations soon, and it sux.......right when I am doing better, I get knocked down again.
The Good:Kick-Ass, Life on Mars, 20th century boys, Under the hood DVD and new comic,Bleach, Naruto,F.M.A and I finished writing my book.
The Bad: Final Fantasy 13, Bleach anime, The new Doctor Who ( well at least the first ep.) surgery, Brightest day.
The Ugly: Robotech creator Carl Mack died, Spending double money on re-made anime and manga.

FInal Fanatsy 13

All I can say is that the graphics are great, but the game play is a big let down to me. You control one person during the, and if you die the game is over.......even if the other two computer controlled players are alive. I hope the next game they go back to like a FF 10 battle system. The characters are cool, and that drives me crazier because you build them up to be so cool and have them learn all these great techs. But it is all a moot point if the AI can not rez you when you die.
6 outta 10 throwing star.

Ren fair

Okay, I am going to my first ren fair this weekend. I have no clue how to dress......my goal is to meet people and make friends. The one thing I have heard about the ren fair is.........to eat the big turkey leg. If anyone has advice please drop me a line.

Batman

Well, the battle for the cowl is done, and as we all knew.............Batman is now Dick. I thought the art was great, but the story and how events happened bothered me to no end. I would have almost preferred Jason not to even be in it, and have had Dick understanding that he had to do it in another manner. To me, the whole Jason being Batman was just eye candy..........like, lets make him crazy with guns and fight and kill. There was really no style behind it. But I hope a writer with better talent gets hold of the Bat family and does a great job with the new story possibilities.

Eyes open

Life is crazy hard and painful..but I hear things and see things and make mistakes........But how does one, truly change for better?

Livingin life

Well, I am now gonna start really, really blogging. I have been going through alot, but I think that I am happy with where I am at in life.
The New star trek movie rocked, the x-men movie was cool. AS far as anime goes, I am into Soul Eater which rocks....as far as comic books go at the moment, I am looking forward to blackest night, and I am currently into the Batman battle for the cowl. I really like Jason Todd, but I hate how the writer wrote him. I also am doing better with my art.........I love finding cute feet to draw.
I am also trying eharmony and I am not impressed thus far......lol.