Batman

Well, the battle for the cowl is done, and as we all knew.............Batman is now Dick. I thought the art was great, but the story and how events happened bothered me to no end. I would have almost preferred Jason not to even be in it, and have had Dick understanding that he had to do it in another manner. To me, the whole Jason being Batman was just eye candy..........like, lets make him crazy with guns and fight and kill. There was really no style behind it. But I hope a writer with better talent gets hold of the Bat family and does a great job with the new story possibilities.

Eyes open

Life is crazy hard and painful..but I hear things and see things and make mistakes........But how does one, truly change for better?

Livingin life

Well, I am now gonna start really, really blogging. I have been going through alot, but I think that I am happy with where I am at in life.
The New star trek movie rocked, the x-men movie was cool. AS far as anime goes, I am into Soul Eater which rocks....as far as comic books go at the moment, I am looking forward to blackest night, and I am currently into the Batman battle for the cowl. I really like Jason Todd, but I hate how the writer wrote him. I also am doing better with my art.........I love finding cute feet to draw.
I am also trying eharmony and I am not impressed thus far......lol.

Batman

I loved the first issue of Batman Battle for the Cowl. It was everything I hoped for, so I am super happy. I hope Jason Todd stays as Bats. Other things in life are hard........my mom is sick and I am sick, and I guess I am just worried about mum's health.
I started drawing again, so I am happy about that. Also Anime Detour is coming fast. I have been working on my cosplay from Bleach and Fullmetal alchemist, so that has been fun.
http://shadowjedix.deviantart.com/ This is my DA site.

Openening my eyes

I see things clear now......people who smile and are kind are not meant to be friends. I try to be kind and offer my e-mail so I can make friends, but I think people think I am doing to try to date them or something.......but thats not the case, I am just trying to learn how to live again.

Clear

Well, life is getting better, but I find that I myself bring stress and other no cool things to my life. When I look in the mirror, I see what I have and am thankful.......but then I go and start drinking again.......I already have major health issues, and drinking is the last thing i need. When I drink I push people I care about away, or lie to them or are short with them. I want to live and be loved, hell I want to be normal. But as long as drink, I will keep repeating these same mistakes. The definition of insanity is doing the same thing over and over expecting a different result........I feel that is what I am doing with my life and drinking. But I am trying to change, I am writing a childrens book, and embracing anime and other things I love.

New

Okay, this is my first blog, so please forgive me if it is not perfect. But it is cool to have a place to vent and get stuff off your chest. I think I am just now understanding that life is something you should take and grab as it comes, where I have kinda had the wait and hope something or someone to fall in lap.

But now I guess I have to live and love and do it with a free mind and heart and soul, and not have any regrets. Too often I have been shy or fell for someone and hoped one day they would open their eyes and we would live happy forever. But the longer I wait the more time passes, while the person I seek is out living, I sit here waiting for a miracle alone.
So now, I have set my shoulders straight and have plans and have goals and am gonna get out and live and follow each one of my dreams. I am the only person who can dream my dreams and I am the only one who can make them fail or make them happen..........it is time I find the moon and reach for the stars.